Change for the better....i think...

Rilakkuma and Guitar = <3

Alot of times i said this "i wanna change for the better!!!"
But i'm not sure if i really ever did change...=_=
I'm gonna try from today on...
It really can happen cuz i saw one person change before...
He change for me~~~ :)
I never tell that person that is the best thing that anyone did for me...
Change for me to love him again...aww~

But on the other hand...i feel kind of mean that time...
Cuz i was forching him so much...
Guess karma really gets me in the end...
Now i'm trying to change..but that person ain't coming back...
Is sad when i think about it...
Now i know how it feel's to be left when you love that somebody so much~

I've learn my lesson...
Everything happens for a reason...
The reason is i'm too pushy,forcy,self centred...everything bad...
Pushy and forcy cuz i force him to do thing's that he don't wanna.
Self centred cuz i didn't think of how he feels.
Always think of myself before him...yup is bad...
yeah~ and lots more things like that...bad..
I'll kick myself in the ass if i can go back to the old me.

If only i could trun back time and treat him right,
If only somebody will slap me and tell me the bad person i've been...
Maybe...just maybe he'll still be by my side.
Too bad nobody can trun it back...
Too bad is too late...

I'm sure nobody would wanna date me if they sees this. lolx~


I'm now on my road of recovery.
I can make thing's better!
I must believe i can!
I wanna change myself to a more kinder person!
I must!!!