Monday, March 1, 2010

Crying Like a Child~

Today i almost cry when i have to leave my home at Kulai and go back to my home at KL.
Then, i kind of feel embarrassed to cry with them all watching... lol
I might really cry like a child if i really let it all out.

What's with me lately?
The old me is not like this.
the old me won't even care.
Have i grown up?
Or have i become more like a child?

I really don't feel like leaving my mama and papa alone there...but i have to.
If i really stay, somebody at KL will die...maybe i will also die...lol
But i really can feel that mama and papa feel very lonely there.
Only got one Lucky(my dog) with them.
Play mahjong also short one person...
So many rooms...so empty...
sight...

Then, when we leave for like 10 minutes or so, I text my mama... i write.
"Bye bye mama papa! I love you!"
Donno why i can't say it out loud...lol
Maybe some day i will...im sure~~~

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