The only way for me...

I have to keep away all the things that you gave me...
Delete your everything from my life...
I know i cant delete you from my memorys...
By doing this maybe i can forget....
This is the only thing i can do now to make the pain go away...

Is too painful for me...

I'm sorry...

Goodbye Forever...

I don't know what i did wrong to be hurt like this...
I don't know how to make it go away...
Everything i do just makes it worst...
I wish to be heartless...but i'm not...

Please save me from this pain...
It's just ain't right...
I'm not a strong person...i know that cuz i wish to die now...
Everything i do reminds me of you...
Listen to that song that you always want me to sing...
When Your Gone by Avril...

You make things hard for me now...
I know is time to say goodbye...
But i just wish i can trun back time...
And stay at that time when i'm with you...
It bruns my heart...

Please make the pain go away...
I can't breathe...
I blam myself for being like this now...
Loving you so deeply...
I lost my mind...

I wish i can get hit by a car and forget about us...
I don't wanna remember...
Wish i can start over...
Wish this never happen...
Wish i never know about love...
Wish i never step in to it...

Everything is over...
Is time to say goodbye...
I tried...
I already do what i can...

Goodbye, you...that once loved me so...

Hope you will find your half soon.
Wish you will be happy forever and ever...

Memory's...

Just reach Kl.
So many memory's...
My room...my bed..
My pillow still have your smell...
so many memory's of you and me...
Everything reminds me of you...

Feels like crying again...
Bitter sweet feelings...
It still hurts...
Hope this feeling will go away...soon..

Post From iPod Touch! ^~^

I can write a blog with my iPod touch!!! Now only I know~.
But I can't upload a picture :( too bad...
Is 2.30 in the morning now and is raining cats and dogs here in Kulai.

Last time I love rainy days but now I really hate it.
Donno what's gotten in to me lately...-_-

I have new bruises on my body...
Donno where I get it from again...=_=|||

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me is elva~~~hehe.

OMG!!!!

I haven't got myself any clothes for Chinese New Year!!!
Not even shoes!!!
What to do! what to do!!!

i think i'll just have to....
wear something that i haven't been wearing for a long long time~~~lolx!
think that'll work!!!

But shoes!
i've only got high heels that haven't been worn~
damn it!!! im not good at walking with high heels!!!

Still got few days to go~~~
Donno what will it be like this year~
might be boring~~~
but i love the fact that we get money in a red paper bag for doing nothing!
and also being together with all my family~i mean my mom and dad and sis and bro only!
other just....meh~i can live without them~bwahahhaha~

Hope my mom won't be unhappy about little things by than~~~ :)

Hope this year is a peaceful year~
Hope my family will stay healthy~
Hope this year will be a lucky year for me and my family!!!

Guruguruguru Pang!!! :)

Stupid Pictures~teehee~

The Ipod Touch camera sucks like poop~

so, i have to use my old phone camera to take this picture~

But i still love it though~ :)

I can get lost in it for the hold day~~~

Just playing games like "GodFinger"

Is a fun game where you can be god and use your finger to make the little things work~

and i also can kill them~~~evil...hehehe~

My sis got me a Rilakkuma~

See! is holding my Ipod!!!

So happy~~~

But is no good for hugging when i sleep~

the body of this little thing is too small and the head is too big~lolx!

Wooopppeeeyyy~~~ :)