Down in the dumps...

I don't know how to describe my feelings.
I feel.. envy,sadness,sorrow,pain,loneliness...
I know I should not feel like this now.
I have things that are better than most of the people in this world.

What is wrong with me.

Feeling useless.
Can't do anything right.
Feeling helpless.
Can't help anybody that is in pain.
Feeling hopeless of myself.

Maybe this feeling will go away.

I want to go to the beach and sit on the sand quietly...listening to the splashing sound of the waves.

I don't want to think anymore!

Go to sleep and hope tomorrow Is a better day.
Also hope I won't feel like this anymore...