I love my family.
But lately I'm very sad because of them.
I feel very stress.
Feels like I can't take it anymore.
I can't sleep at night at my own house cuz I feel pressure living with people who thinks I'm not good enough.
My own sisters and brother...
I'm really sadden by this.
I know I'm not as smart as you guys or get many A's in school like you guys did.
But really...why do you have to say such mean things to me.
It hurts my feelings you know?
I won't ever in my life say such mean things to my friends...let alone my own family...
You have the rights to say what you want to say in this world.
But it doesn't mean you have to say mean things to hurt people.
Everybody have feelings you know?
Dear brother and sisters.
I'm sorry...
I didn't grow up to be a good little sister that you guys wanted me to be.
And I think I never will...
Cuz in all your minds, I'm always a good for nothing stupid girl...
But I will always love you and be there for you guys no matter what...because you are my family.
But this time...
I really did get hurt... deeply...
