I wanna tell you I feel left out...
Why you never text msg me?
You don't miss me at all?
I hate this kind of feeling...
My heart hurts...
You can say I'm too sensitive or whatever.
Maybe is me.
Maybe I'm the one that take this relationship too seriously.
Maybe...maybe I love you too much..
You keep on asking me "what happen?"
I really can't tell you why out loud now.
I'm scared that my tears will burst out suddenly...
I'm sorry for being like this now...
So sorry.
I need time to heal...
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Saturday, May 7, 2011
"Love Drunk"
I'm slowly starting to become stupid now...
When I'm not in a relationship i looked at others that are in one and feel like their stupid or they've knock them self in the head or something.
Than i start to think, i use to be like them...stupid and naive and childish...maybe that's what they called "Love Drunk"...
I did everything wrong back than...i was blinded by love...
don't care about right or wrong...dumb...
Love is stupid~
Well, now I've fallen in love again~
But this time, at list i know when I've become stupid.
I told him just today "I feel that I'm starting to become stupid for you"..
He don't know much about love because is his first time being in a real relationship~
So he didn't say anything~
He only tell me is like a dream being with me~´◡`
This time i looked before i fall~~~ :)
I know in my resent post i said I'm not ready for love~
I'm not lying...I'm really not ready.
I told him i was really very scared of starting one...
I'm scared of getting hurt like before...
Then he told me to believe him this time.
So it happen..（・ω・）
I'm scared of falling too deep like last time...
the end was a deep cut in my heart...
Just when i start to love so deeply than suddenly...everything gone...
The pain was unimaginable...
I thought it won't go away...
But Lucky me!
I have a wonderful family and also good friends that was there for me.(●ﾟｰﾟ●).
Just when i started feel alright on my own...than he came~（*´ー｀*）
Hope this time everything won't go away like last time~
You are the only exception.
When I'm not in a relationship i looked at others that are in one and feel like their stupid or they've knock them self in the head or something.
Than i start to think, i use to be like them...stupid and naive and childish...maybe that's what they called "Love Drunk"...
I did everything wrong back than...i was blinded by love...
don't care about right or wrong...dumb...
Love is stupid~
Well, now I've fallen in love again~
But this time, at list i know when I've become stupid.
I told him just today "I feel that I'm starting to become stupid for you"..
He don't know much about love because is his first time being in a real relationship~
So he didn't say anything~
He only tell me is like a dream being with me~´◡`
This time i looked before i fall~~~ :)
I know in my resent post i said I'm not ready for love~
I'm not lying...I'm really not ready.
I told him i was really very scared of starting one...
I'm scared of getting hurt like before...
Then he told me to believe him this time.
So it happen..（・ω・）
I'm scared of falling too deep like last time...
the end was a deep cut in my heart...
Just when i start to love so deeply than suddenly...everything gone...
The pain was unimaginable...
I thought it won't go away...
But Lucky me!
I have a wonderful family and also good friends that was there for me.(●ﾟｰﾟ●).
Just when i started feel alright on my own...than he came~（*´ー｀*）
Hope this time everything won't go away like last time~
You are the only exception.
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